LOVE?

You're done with this, and you had enough of this. But why is this feeling keeps on haunting you inside again? You know this feeling and you know that your heart is starting to act strangely. you promised once that you will never had this kind of feeling again but here you are, eating your own words, engulfed by the reality that you're into it right now.

Some would easily express what they feel inside to the one they love. Some would prefer to hide it instead. you did hide your feelings for quite sometimes but this made your feelings so heavy, that sometimes you feel like bursting inside... and what if you tell this to her?...does in telling her what you feel inside would lessen the burden? What about her? does mutuality applied here? you told me once that she's facing her own problems right now, she's confused...what will you do? do you think this will help her? but you already expressed your feelings to her... are you happy? are both of you happy? Come on..!

If it is in keeping that feelings would make the woman you love at peace, then gave her that peace, gave her that freedom and made her focus on her life, don't bother her... you should not have express your feelings then. Things are complicated and it's getting even more complicated as time goes on... i don't know what makes your situation complicated, but i guess, the time and the circumstances are making it complicated... or probably, both of you are making it complicated...aren't you?

Are you happy? ...Love is happiness. love is magic, love is love! It should not have been love if you don't feel no happiness at all. Yes, you are happy, happy to see her, to talk with her, exchange ideas and stories, happy even in just a mere presence. i already heard this from you...No words can describe that happiness. No reasons, no explanations, just happiness and happiness alone would suffice love. Love has its own reason that can't be fathomed. it will just flow like a river and fly like a dove hovering the sky, like a wind that touches your skin. You just have to wake up one day and feel it inside. you are already blinded with all the sadness and only happiness appears before your eyes. you can no longer wait for another day to cherish what you feel inside. You're in heaven! but then again.. Are you happy? Are both of you Happy?

Is it All Happiness? it should be... But sometimes Love is not always milk and honey...i know you want it that way...you would have to... you don't want to end it... you want to remain to where you are, stop the click of the time... afraid of the time that this will end... you want to be under the spell of love forever... Love has no end as they say and indeed i would agree on that. But love must not be dictated, Love must be free, love must be given, love is not synonymous with mercy.. love must be open.. love is understanding, love is love...

But Love sometimes dwells on the other side of happiness...here comes the Irony of Love...Setting her free... giving her freedom... sacrifices... cries... loneliness... do you have to feel this way? do you have to let go?... to sacrifice? ...to be lonely? if it's hurting you inside... why do you have to feel this way? Are you afraid of commitment?...of decisions?...of love itself?... but if it's in sacrificing that love can grow... can you dwell on it? can you survive on it? can you fight for it?.... Or can this be stupidity?
Are you confused, perplexed?... you really don't know what to do?...Can anyone help my friend?


-melskiens-