natal day...
i started it with a bad day. i was drunk even before the 14th of January enters...honestly i was expecting a greeting at the very start of the 24 hour cycle of the day from a friend whom i considered dear to me...that's the problem, why should expect it to happened? i don't have a claim over it...that was a thing of the past.. i realized that i'm in the present, gone are those days... (damn! how hopeless am I..) it was then before the sun would come out that she texted me and she even called me later that evening...happy though, reservations are there...where will i place my self? we just had a dinner with some friends and chat a little...i'm happy that most of the people close to me are there. i love the gift that was given to me by the youth...it really shows how they love me...it gives me strenght and sooth my innermost being...i thank them and i love them... i just wish that i'l be faithful to where i'm into, to the Order and to God.... melskiens