Open Space...

i heard that i'll be assigned in Escalante, Negros Occidental for two months. this is part of our summer program for the third years like my self. it is called community integration. i don't feel excited about it, maybe because i'm burn out of the busy schedules i have lately and that i wanted to take a rest even for just one month staying in a quite place. i was thinking of going to ormoc where we have our pilgrim site there. its best suited for me i suppose. i want to be in a place where there are no traffic, pollution, noise, and the like. i want to go to a place where i can rest my mind of the schedules and the daily routine i do here. i want to be myself alone and reflect on the experiences i had and feel the presence of God. its quite a time since i had a quality time to God and hopefully this time i can stop the ticks of the clock and spend time with Him. well, hopefully i can appeal to them to consider my request. after all, it's for my own good.

We went to San Francisco Agusan del Sur last Feb 16-21 for the celebration of our 50th year presence in the Philippines. We had our concert there and so far it was successful. All my efforts to play the violin on the night of the concert was so far good. it's really different if you have an inspiration. i was really trying my best to be able to play it and mastered my piece for one month. i'm happy for it.. it became a way for my soul and my heart to speak up for themselves through music. im very happy that i was able to go back to that place. it was 4 years ago since i last stayed there. my visit there was so special. there were mix emotions i experienced during my stay, happiness stands out of all those emotions. i will never forget those precious moment i have in agusan...i will always remember that time..i will...however, all i have with me is the memory of that experience. there are times that you have to say goodbye. but like the beautiful lyric of the song "somewher...

i started it with a bad day. i was drunk even before the 14th of January enters...honestly i was expecting a greeting at the very start of the 24 hour cycle of the day from a friend whom i considered dear to me...that's the problem, why should expect it to happened? i don't have a claim over it...that was a thing of the past.. i realized that i'm in the present, gone are those days... (damn! how hopeless am I..) it was then before the sun would come out that she texted me and she even called me later that evening...happy though, reservations are there...where will i place my self? we just had a dinner with some friends and chat a little...i'm happy that most of the people close to me are there. i love the gift that was given to me by the youth...it really shows how they love me...it gives me strenght and sooth my innermost being...i thank them and i love them... i just wish that i'l be faithful to where i'm into, to the Order and to God.... melskiens

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i arrived here in manila last jan 6, 5am...'twas a very exhausting travel back here from bicol, a 12-hour journey...until now i feel tired and dizzy...anyways, i got boosted when i bought a present for my self, hehehe...tell you later about it when i finally mastered it...soon..:-) we will going to have a small concert in our school and we have with us, no other than mr. Noel Cabangon..hmmm...you see my caliber now? my talents are already with these line of people,..they told to me sing in the concert....wahahaha... nah...still have to fix my present,hehehe....see you then..Godbless...mwuaaahhh... -melskiens-

i hope this coming year would be fruitful to me. i hope i can do better this year. im happy being with my family, except maybe in the affairs of the hearts, lol... by jan 1 i'll be heading to bicol to spend time with my relatives there. be back in manila by Jan 6...see you guys... wish you all a prosperous new year ahead...be good always.. God Bless to All!!! -melskiens-

just recently i heard a news about this dear friend of mine who are going to settle down, she is going to marry by next year. what else could i wish for her? i just wish her to be strong amidst difficulties in life, prosperity and a healthy family. i wish her to live life full of love.. i wish to see them together getting old, guiding thier children to be a good individuals ...to be faithful to their vows and that only death could do them apart...these i long for them.--- in all of these, i want her to be HAPPY! that's all i long for her......